She is my Angel.

A few days ago, I had a serious migraine. So, I asked my husband to massage in order to ease the pain. Then, my daughter pushed away her daddy and massage for me. After that, she rubbed both her hands and pressed her hands on my forehead. I began to laugh as I do understand her meaning. I have been doing so when she had stomache. I will put some ointment on my hands, rubbed and pressed on her stomache.

Then, I asked her "Why you didn't put some ointment on your hands?" She did it as I told her (she pretended to open a bottle and pour some ointment on her hands). Again, I laughed. I'm glad that she does know how to take care of me. She is my Angel.

She loves me!

Things could be different with each pregnancy. During my first pregnancy, I did have a very comfortable time. I didn't have any of the pregnancy sickness such as morning sickness, backache, constipation, tiredness and so on.

With the second one, I have bad morning sickness and backache. But luckily, things get better now. I vomit less now and my backache is getting better. During the time when I had bad morning sickness, I tried many methods. Sometimes, it works sometimes, it didn't. Then, there are times that I was so addicted to mango. Every day, I will eat some mangoes but I will make sure that I didn't overeat as it is not so good for the baby.

One day, when I picked my daughter up from her nanny, her nanny told me an amazing incident. In the evening, the nanny will bring my daughter to go for a walk. During the walk, my daughter saw an aunty busy doing her gardening. There was a mango tree beside the aunty's house. My little baby girl asked the aunty for the mango. She pointed to the mango tree and said, "Mummy wants, mummy wants." Both woman laughed away and the aunty quickly plucked a few mangoes to give her. She is so happy about this. When I picked her up at her nanny's place, she handed my the mangoes. I'm so touched by her reaction! I will remember that moment. She is truly my Angel.

Spending Quality Time

Last week, I brought my daughter to my hometown (Pontian) to visit my family. During the stay, we had a great time. That's the week that I really take care of my daughter FULL TIME. And I realised that it could be quite tiring taking care of children full time. I had sleepless nights because my daughter is unable to get used to the new environment. Then, I had painful time that I had to let her cry due to her unreasonable request. After that, I had tired moment as I need to carry her wherever I go. It could have been easier if I'm not pregnant with the second at this time.

After the trip, I realised that although it is quite tiring but it's really worthwhile. When we are back in Ipoh, her father realised that she has really grown up. She begins to talk alot, she knows things around her, she does her daily routine herself, she responses without frustration. My little baby girl has really grown up. I'm really happy about it.

If I could have a second chance to choose again, I will choose to take care of her full time. In fact, I do regret to let somebody elses to take care of her. I wish I could have spend MORE quality time with her. This not only help her to learn, to grow but also it is the best bonding between us.

And of course, we did not forget her father too. Her father and I have to work in the day time but we make sure that we spend the night time just with her and our little one in the womb. I sincerely hope this will be forever.